Old Gamer

All photos by Fred Escalona.

I've been gaming as far as I can remember. I've gone through traditional outdoor games like mataya-taya, taguan and patintero to Rockman and Goonies on the NES. Now, I'm into strats and RPGs on the PS2 and GBA and of course miniature wargaming.

A lot of naysayers have been slamming gaming but I disagree. Gaming has been instrumental into shaping me into what I am now. I still aim to compete but I know how to lose with dignity and win with humility. I still aim to further my skills at the rules and at painting, and by playing against strong players and not scrub on the weak-willed. I still have to save to buy the stuff I play with, too.

But one of the more important lessons I've learned is the acceptance of change.

Before I've always been adamant at any present "good" status. I've always abhored having to change stuff that I'm used to. But like with everything else, everything changes and we all have to accept that. I've met and lost playmates over the years. Some have stayed as good friends, others may have harbored anger towards me, but they're all good experiences for me.

The old computer games have evolved at an extremely rapid pace. Game And Watch turned to arcade boxes at malls to home consoles like the NES to even more powerful consoles like the XBOX and PS2 we have now. Monochrome LCD displays have now evolved into rich-textured 3d graphics. The old A and B buttons have become wireless Wii controllers. What's next I ask?

Before I have been discouraged countless times for the rules changes rampant in Warhammer Fantasy and Warhammer 40K. But looking back, it was only that was because I didn't want to be screwed over on tourns. Of course, no one wants to lose over some obscure technicality after paying a PhP500 entrance fee.

But now, since everything does indeed change, I adapted to the change as well. I now no longer concentrate on winning any local tourns. I've had my fair share of victories. I don't think I need to prove anything to anyone anymore. I'm now a recognized member of the miniature wargaming community and still continue to do so, actively promoting and playing WARMACHINE/HORDES, Warhammer Fantasy and Warhammer 40K. Heck, if I had the means I'd go play Confrontation and Starship Troopers, too.

It's been almost seven years since I delved into the miniature hobby. It may have taken that long but now is a good time as any. I'm now enjoying the stress-free environment of casual gaming. I get my fix and don't have to drop PhP500 to do so.

And yeah, I may be a geek but I won't hesitate to kick your ass - gamewise or throwdown wise.

So shut up, pass me my Coke and finish your turn already!