Orestes

Metaphor for a missing moment, pull me into your perfect circle
One womb, one shape, one resolve
Liberate this will, to release us all

Gotta cut away, clear away
Snip away and sever this
Umbilical residue
That's keeping me from killing you

And from pulling you down with me in here
I can almost hear you scream
Give me one more medicated peaceful moment
Because I don't want to feel this overwhelming hostility

I used to be good at poetry. I don't know exactly when or where but I lost it. Now, whatever semblance of poetry that makes a distinct impact to me are mostly from the songs I listen to. Perhaps there's something in the underlying melody or noise that implants the message in my head.

Orestes is a nice song. Beats me where A Perfect Circle based it on. I can relate though.

Keeping me from killing you

I'm a skeptic when it comes to this biorhythm crap. Maybe I shouldn't have downloaded the damn widget in the first place. Or asked Jio about it. It looked nice on my Konspose' but these past few days, I've been too burnt out with the monotony of everything that I've been doing - work, Warhammer, lovelife (the wracked uncertainty of it) - all of that just drained me. And yeah, the funny thing is that biorhythm widget kinda showed me it's how I was supposed to be.

Because I don't wanna feel this overwhelming hostility

I've always inquired about what would push people into consciously committing a criminal act. Sure as hell I don't wanna be slave to what a goddamn widget tells me, but I don't want to come in for work with a bomb strapped to a vest I'm wearing. I don't think I'd want to drag in my co-workers to my supposed criminal act. I don't think I'm a crowd person. One-on-one torture and domination would be for me. Maybe if I go at good enough, I'd make Hannibal Lecter for real. Too bad I don't have a medical degree.